I came to realize

NIGGAZ AIN'T SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ALL OF MEN AIN'T SHIT!!!!!!!!!!! AND I DON'T CARE WHO GET MAD KISS MY ASS. THATS HOW PEOPLE GET AIDS BECAUSE STUPID ASS PEOPLE CAN'T KEEP IT REAL. TRYING TO FUCK EVERY PUSSY AND EVERY DICK THAT LOOK GOOD. I REALLY THOUGHT I HAD MR. RIGHT THIS TIME I REALLY DID. HE WAS OLD SO I THOUGHT HE AINT GONNA PLAY ME. BULLSHIT LOL I MEAN DAMN I TOLD DIS GUY I DON'T LAY DOWN UNLESS WE WAS TOGETHER. HE ASSURE ME "OH I'M NOT LIKE THOSE NIGGAS YOU HAD" BUT HE WAS. I'M CRYING BECAUSE HE PLAYED ME LIKE I'M RETARDED. LIKE I WAS A HO AND I'M NOT. I TRUSTED HIM AND STARTED LIKE HIM. THIS IS THE THIRD TIME THIS HAPPEN AND BEFORE HIM I DIDN'T DATE NOBODY FOR A YEAR. I HAD SEX WITH MY EX 2 MONTHS AGO BECAUSE I WAS HORNY AS HELL AND HE CAUGHT ME AT THE WRONG TIME LOL. I GIVE UP ON MEN. I WON'T FIND NOBODY FOR ME. THEY ARE GONNA USE ME LIKE HE DID BUT I JUST GONNA LIVE MY LIFE AND JUST BE HAPPY. RIGHT NOW I FEEL BAD. I WISH I CAN TAKE A SPILL AND CHANGED HOW GOD MADE ME BUT I CAN'T MAYBE YALL GUYS WONT HURT ME NOMORE. I LOOK AT OTHER GIRLS ON TAGGED AND ENVY THEM BECAUSE THEY GOT THEY PICKS BUT ME LOL YEA