What really makes me fckn angry

What Really Makes Me Fckn Angry Is! Men who are well in there 30's and 40's trying to be young players.Serouisly what tha hell is the world coming to, when men decide that there "so called" magick stick is better shared by every damn female on earth. Don't get me wrong aint nothin wrong with having a FEW sexual partners, but when u playin mo bitches than a playstation, then what is really going on.When u reach 40 ya azz should've knocked off at least 2 offspring or at least 1. It doesn't make any sense to me that grandpa is tryna run game on a youngin.But young bitches these dayz probably would take the cake from a old azz grandpa,and why, to get ya nails done, buy a new pair of shoes or a handbag.But maybe itz just me trippin.But all u old azz players just keep playin on, and hopefully b4 u reach tha old folks home u been done settle dwn and found tha love of ya life or at least someone to love ya.

2 ALL B.A.Ns

This message is for all Bitch Azz Niggas who take offence to this blog, if u don't like wat I say then u r a B.A.N. so go kick Rocks!!!
I'm not interested in fuckin on da first day I meet you,nor am I interested in fuckin some one that has a girlfriend,chicks on da side, wife,or baby mama. I can't fuckin stress this shit enough. NO GIRLFRIENDS,CHICKS ON DA SIDE,WIFE,OR BABY MAMA. I'm just feed up wit yall lame ass niggas coming at me like they can just fuck me without giving something up. I'm not a female that wants a nigga to pay her bills and shit. I just believe in gettin to know a person and then enjoying the Freakest Sex u have ever had . The things I am capable of doin in da bedroom is criminal, but if ya come at me like all ya wanna do is fuck me and be done wit it then u really gets no play dis way.
So any of u B.A.N.s that have sent me a message in da past,present, or even near future, no this I really don't have the patience for da games,lies,or bullshit.
Hell watever happen 2 niggas that take a bitch out 2 da movies, bowling,hell even 2 da park. Those niggas really don't exist anymore.Fck da bull shit yall B.A.N.s wanna play stupid. Well if ya readin dis an ur not in da catergory then give yourself a fuckin pat on da back,cuz u R a R.A.N(Real Azz Nigga), and that's the type I kicks it wit.

sick and tired of da bellshit

I'm so sick and tired of lying ass dudes, really its fuckin 2009 and niggas still on dat bitch ass shit. I mean if u say you gone do something why the hell not live up 2 wat the hell u say. I can't count how many times a guy has told me one thing and hell do the opposite. And I know its not just because niggas feel that big girls have big hearts and can take the pain, but let me let all u weak ass niggas in on something just cuz a chick aint a size 5,we can get mad a even just like tha next skinny dumb bitch ya fck with.So fare warning all bitch made niggas if u gone come at me, ya ass better be bout wat tha fuck u say.I stay single for a reason fellas, only cuz jail isn't a option for me.

If I was your girl

If I were your girl Every night we made love would be like the first time. Passion would drip from our bodies like dew drops off leaves on a fresh spring morning. Our bodies would intertwine as we explode in extacy too electrifying to contain. If I were your girl I would suck you till you began to tremble and then mount you like a pro and ride you into the night. I would take the time to satisfy every part of your being until you couldn't speak. My passion would ravish you like a heat wave covering your body in lust and desire and then I would take part in the pleasures that are in you. If I were your girl I would make it my mission to enter your thoughts so much and so deeply that the faint smell of my essence would make you c u m on the spot. I would impassion you so wholly that you would give anything to have the after mass of one drop of me lingering on your tongue. If I were your girl the mere mention fo my name would send tingles through out your body and you would touch yourself like only I would touch you. You would fall into a trance and memories of our love making would be so clear to you that you could feel yourself in me. You could feel my tongue on your skin my lips on your flesh my insides as they clenched your manhood drawing you deeper inside me. If I were your girl each occasion that brought us together would be forever sketched into your dreams as they played over and over and over again in your head. Your desire for me would be uncontrollable and you would hunt me like a wild animal. You would quest to devour me and relish in your accomplishment. If I were your girl never ending throbs of your pe nis entering my warmth would be felt each time you blinked. You could feel me when you walked when you spoke when you breathed and you would c u m all over again.

Are you my idea man?

What I want in a man is really not that complicated, it is actually rather simple. I want a man that goes to church and that I can take to church with me. I want a man with goals for himself and who will support me in achieving mine. I want a man who accepts me for me and doesn’t want to change me. I want a man who won’t blame me for everything she did in the past. I am not her, I really am different. I want a man I can go out with or just stay in and watch movies. I want a man that is interested in more that sex. Intimacy means much more. I don’t knock you for getting it how you live it. I want to be able to take you home to momma and be proud that you are mine. I want a man that can also be my best friend so we can talk about anything. I want someone that will be there when i am sick and wipe my tears away when i am sad.

Now that I am sitting here thinking about it i am sure I could make this list go on forever but these are the basics that I want. And yes reading this I may selfish because all I talk about is me, but keep in mind this is a listing of what I want in a man. I am willing to be 100/100 with anyone who can do the same with me. And just know that if you do what it takes to make me happy, I will do the same and more for you. I believe in going forth like you never been hurt and that is what I plan on doing in finding the man for me

I'm tired

I'm tired of hoping, wishing, praying, thinking, wondering is he the one?

Is he gonna come into my life and sweep me off my feet?

Is he gonna see that I have goals and try to help me achieve them?

Is he gonna be there for me when I want to talk and he really doesn't want to listen?

Im tired of hoping, wishing, praying, thinking, wondering is he the one?

Is he gonna make me laugh and wipe my tears when all I can do is cry?

Is he gonna comfort my heart and ease my mind?

Is he gonna lay next to me and just hold me through the night?

Im tired of hoping, wishing, praying, thinking, wondering is he the one?

Is he gonna stay faithful through all the other temptations?

Is he gonna be honest and allow me to know that I can trust him?

Is he gonna understand I have a past but it only helped to create the woman I am today?

Im tired of hoping, wishing, praying, thinking, wondering is he the one?

Is he gonna see his dreams in my eyes?

Is he gonna realize I don't sleep with everyone and if I choose you then you are special?

Is he gonna see that I am the type you want to take home to mom?

Is he gonna be the one I am proud to have on my arm and say he is mine?

See, im tired of going through disappointments, heartache, pain, confusion, doubt, and all the other things that make you just wanna cry. I am tired of meeting men that don't want to bring any good into my life. I am ready for the one to come and renew, restore, and rebuild my heart, mind, and soul. I have been through enough bad to appreciate the good.

I'm a outcast

Sitting in my room today thinking about i don't fit no where in this world. the reason i say that is i was on my facebook page and i have over 20 friends and do you know none of them say hey to me. I have to write them for them to speak to me. Being in a wheelchair is lonely. You don't fit in no where. You don't fit in with the sexy people because to them you are not sexy enough. You don't fit in with the cool people either. So where do handicap people fit in this world? We are out cast to the world. Nobody doesn't want to be bother with us. They hide us away and put us in homes and schools where they mistreat people at. They think we don't have no feelings or no heart but the people that work in those places think it their job to mistreat those people but it not.

I feel like i'm invisible to the world because nobody see me. It seems when i'm inside my wheelchair i'm invisible. you can't see me but when i'm out of it yall notice who i am. I use to take pictures and put them up and don't tell guys i was handicap just to see how they react but when i told them i was handicap they changed on me. I'm like i'm still the same person but they don't want to hear that.

You can hide us and shoo us away but we are still here so get use to us. we don't have to fit in yall like clicks or circles because we are happy being our on person. we love being different. so keep on not talking to me because i don't care because I'm handicap and i love myself.

Give us a chance

Give us a chance.........

As I sit here thinking why am I still single? Is it because i'm big? No because women bigger then me got boyfriends. Is it im to short? No because women thats short is more easier. I keep thinking and came up with the answer after my ex boyfriend called me yesterday wanted to get sum. I asked him why we break up? he said i don't know. i said well since we are getting along wat do you wanna do? he said i dunno maybe we should stay friend and still let me get dat every now and then. My heart felt to the floor. I said well im used to it, guys wanna fuk my brains out but they don't wanna be seen with me or let ppl know they go with me. Then he said because i got sum good pussy. thats so funny lol......... GUYS What the big deal about handicap women? Not just women, handicap men too. Yall ppl think its sooooo wrong for anybody to have a phyical relationship with a handicap person. Well its not. i'm not crazy, out of my mind, paralyzed, retarded or stupid. Yes i can't walk, yes i need a lil help dressing, bathing, can't talk right, can't control my salva sometimes and using da bathroom but we are not asking yall to be our nurses or doctors all we asks for is a damn chance. A chance to show yall that we are the same as everybody else, the only difference is we got to uses wheelchairs, walkers, canes, earring aids, etc to make life a lil easier. If one guy or girl will stop looking at that guys/girls faults and start looking at they possiblites i bet you will find your soul mate. If one girl or guy will give a handicap person a chance i'll bet there will be alot more to follow. Don't be scared of us because believe me we are more scared of yall. A woman like me will not rest until a guy stop looking at my wheelchair n start to look at me. Just give me and all other handicap a chance.......

The way I......

The way I fuck!

It's alot of stuff going around about how or can you fuck someone disable person. Well it's alot of disable people that you should not fuck and it's some that you can.

Like a handicap woman like myself love to be dick down by a guy who know how to put a dick down but it's a different way you fuck me from the rest.

First, take your time and just look at my big, soft body. Let your hands explode all my curves and spots. Kiss my soft, pink full juicy lips as you touch my 44D tits. Kiss my neck, my arms, my forehead and my stomach. Then let me enjoy tasting your big dick in my mouth. I move my mouth up and down your dick. I love to deep throat a dick and see how much I can take. Salva all over your dick cuz it come naturely with me. Me seeing you enjoying my blowjob get me more exciting.

Second, as you all hard and ready to test my pussy and see if it is all I say it is. Help me get in the bed and rub my 49' ass. OOOOOOO, I love when a guy massages my ass. Then or if you into it kiss my ass. All over. By this time my pussy is thicky wet. I love to be clean before a guy explore my pussy so wash it for me. MMMMM, thats make me hot, toooooo. Wash it real good then kiss every inch of my pussy lips. Find my clit and french kiss it........ Oh my, Now I feel so wet. Moaning as you eat me I will make you stop and ask you to fuck me now.

Last, I tell you to pick my legs up and move up toward me. Place a pillow under my ass so my legs can be open. You put your dick inside me and fuck me. I'm squeeze my pussy lips tight and hold my legs open. I ask you to go deeper, deeper and harder. OOOOOO, I feel me cumming. Talk dirty to me daddy, yes daddy fuck me. Take all of this yes daddy. I cummed all over your dick. Now turn me over and fuck me yes! MMMMMM fuck me anyway you want too. Ass up, dick in. Fuck my pussy from the back, let me squeeze my butt tight ooooo you like that, huh? Yes fuck my pussy. If you into anal then fuck my ass. Put ky jelly and rub. OOOOO daddy not to hard, oh yea like that. Fuck my ass!
OOOOO, fuck that ass yes. Then you will cum.


Thats how half of the time I get my fuck on. The other half i'll fuck in my wheelchair or whatever we might be.

You may think is all handicap women like me? No, I'm a freak and I love it. Some of yall might think its wrong for me to be fucking or you might think a guy is wrong for fucking me. If I'm over 21, got all my cents, can move and can make a guy shake. Who give a fuck about what yall haterz think! I'll fuck until I can't fuck no more, Hear dat!

The meaning of love

The meaning of love.

Love is a strange and a dangerous word. Either it will make you feel like the lowest thing on earth or it will make you feel like you have the world in your hands. Falling in love can be wonderful or it can be stressful. If you are gone to tell somebody you love them mean it. Don't say it and you don't mean it. A lot of people use the word in the heat of the moment or to get what they want out of that person. Don't do that. Having somebody that really love you is a blessing and a gift from god. Don't misuse it.

Being a person living with cerebral palsy that word love mean the world to me. Because I see people misuse it so many times and I be wishing that was me because it was so hard for me to find someone who would except me for me. Now that i have someone i am going to cherish this gift. God have bought him and I together for a reason and I'll not mess it up.

If you feel like this person is the one for you and you feel it in your heart then fight for it but if you have tried everything in your power to show that person that you love them and its goes un notice, let it go because while you wasting your time with them you might being blind and miss out on the right one you over looked.

So make sure if you tell somebody "I love you" you mean every word of it because it can really really mess their life up. So don't play with that word love... Thank you

Can a long distance relationship survive

I want to asks a question? Can a relationship survive a long distance? What if your partner live 125 or 200 miles away will you be able to trust them? I think if yall have good communication it can work. Talking on the phone in between lunch breaks at work, emailing each others, talking on the phone before yall go to bed and texting each others. These things will make a long distance relationships less stressful and confusing.

Men and women in a long distance relationships just want to feel secure. Because they don't know what is going on up there but trust is the key. You have to feel like you can trust them and they have to feel like they can trust you. Once one of yall break that trust then ain't no use. You have to communicate and be trusted.

There is 3 signs that you are to look for to tell if your partner in your long distance relationship is cheating:

1.. If they called you everyday but all of sudden the calls slow down and he get offensive if you asks them why haven't they call today?

2. If they start lying about where they been and who they was with.

3. If they call or text your phone and calls you another name and when you text them they text back ''who is this?''

There are more but these are more important ones. I feel like sure you girlfriend or boyfriend can have friends but there is a line there and your partner should come before your friends but if partner can't deal with that then partner don't deserves you. So what do you think can a relationship survive long distance?