I'm tired

I'm tired of hoping, wishing, praying, thinking, wondering is he the one?

Is he gonna come into my life and sweep me off my feet?

Is he gonna see that I have goals and try to help me achieve them?

Is he gonna be there for me when I want to talk and he really doesn't want to listen?

Im tired of hoping, wishing, praying, thinking, wondering is he the one?

Is he gonna make me laugh and wipe my tears when all I can do is cry?

Is he gonna comfort my heart and ease my mind?

Is he gonna lay next to me and just hold me through the night?

Im tired of hoping, wishing, praying, thinking, wondering is he the one?

Is he gonna stay faithful through all the other temptations?

Is he gonna be honest and allow me to know that I can trust him?

Is he gonna understand I have a past but it only helped to create the woman I am today?

Im tired of hoping, wishing, praying, thinking, wondering is he the one?

Is he gonna see his dreams in my eyes?

Is he gonna realize I don't sleep with everyone and if I choose you then you are special?

Is he gonna see that I am the type you want to take home to mom?

Is he gonna be the one I am proud to have on my arm and say he is mine?

See, im tired of going through disappointments, heartache, pain, confusion, doubt, and all the other things that make you just wanna cry. I am tired of meeting men that don't want to bring any good into my life. I am ready for the one to come and renew, restore, and rebuild my heart, mind, and soul. I have been through enough bad to appreciate the good.